Perusing old femgen stories, and oh my goodness, how does this wonderful story not have any feedback? Not sure if you will see this very belated comment, but just in case, I really adored this fic. I loved pretty much everything about it, but particularly the way it captured Laura's small and large conflicts about Jack and Sydney, loving and hating them, wanting to run away and hating that she has to leave. And the one, single mention of Irina Derevko, dancing around the conflict between Laura and Irina, was perfect.